“Where are we going?” I asked him as I followed him along a grassy pathway which seemed to lead to nowhere. Instead of answering me he stopped and kissed me. I was caught by surprise, especially because he was trembling slightly.
“Why are you shaking?”
“I’ve never done this before. I have been married for ten years and have never cheated on my wife.”
I contemplated walking away. But I wanted him badly. And didn’t feel one ounce of guilt.
“I’m not forcing you to do anything that you don’t want to,” I reminded him.
“I know. I want you, but…I’m nervous. Are you going to tell anyone?”
I started to walk away but he pulled my arm and kissed me again. I knew I wasn’t going anywhere.
“Relax and just go with the flow,” I told him.
Because he worked in construction, he knew where all the little private spots were and this one was perfect. It was below ground level but anyone who walked across could spot us if they were looking. The thrill of being caught made me want him even more.
We were partially hidden behind a huge tree. It was two in the afternoon so nothing was protecting us besides its trunk and a few surrounding bushes. I giggled with anticipation as he started to lift my skirt. I purposely went commando to avoid any unnecessary fumbling. I don’t know where this desire for him was coming from, but I was getting hotter. Maybe because he was forbidden fruit. All I know is that I wanted him then and there and nothing was going to stop me. Not even the risk of being spotted by passers by.
There was a passion that I cannot describe. He devoured every inch of my body. I buried my face in his shoulder to avoid screaming aloud. We rocked in unison, our eyes darting every few seconds to see if anyone was watching. Just the thought of getting caught turned me on!
We eventually made our way back to my car in silence. I simply said goodbye and drove away.
That was the first and last time we’d made love. We planned to do it again but I eventually was overcome with guilt because he was married, so always made excuses for why it couldn’t happen again. Because of our social circles, I see him often. A few times he has been with his wife. I would never ruin his marriage so I just smile and say hello to both of them.
This is a secret I will take to the grave.
